OH BOY, OH BOY, OH BOY!!!!!!!
The fella just needs to get out of bed and join me!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Sunday, July 22, 2007
For someone who talks so damned much, I really have a hard time blogging!
I think I am going to try this again. I always say that, don't I? Hahaha!
Anyhoo, Since it's been a year (about) since I got fired and my life kinda got turned upside-down and backward. I am trying extra hard now to right it. I've made lists of fun things that I need to do, both with other people, as well as more alone shit, as I now have more alone time (rats!). It's a fucking fun list! I can't wait to get working on it. I've already done a few of the things, like make these cool shelves for my kitchen, and I'm going to see Harry Potter tomorrow.
One thing that I want to do I am really excited about! http://www.cwb.org/RentABoat.htm I've wanted to go here for so long and it's right down the street! Funny how depression can keep you from doing the simplest of things! I just need to force myself to have fun. That sounds so strange, but it's true!
I realized the other day that for the past 2.5 years, I have been surrounded by a shitload of seriously bad things. Most of it didn't happen to me directly, but to people that I love and care for, and sometimes that can be almost as bad as if it happens to you. No wonder I've had such a hard time. Then on top of that, I found out that some of my "friends" were not so much friends as they were my audience and when the show stopped being happy and fun, they turned it off and walked away. Oh well. A good way to find out, right? Still, it bummed me out, and I am on my way to moving past that as well. I mean, yeah, I had some nerve being grumpy and upset after getting fired, I know. Sheesh! hahahaha!
So yeah, I need to let all of this bad shit go, and have fun again, and BE fun again. I like that me a ton better.
Wish me luck, yo!
Oh yeah, and I lightened up the color on this thing too. I love black and all, but maybe, just maybe, I could go a shade or five lighter once in a while? Hee!
Anyhoo, Since it's been a year (about) since I got fired and my life kinda got turned upside-down and backward. I am trying extra hard now to right it. I've made lists of fun things that I need to do, both with other people, as well as more alone shit, as I now have more alone time (rats!). It's a fucking fun list! I can't wait to get working on it. I've already done a few of the things, like make these cool shelves for my kitchen, and I'm going to see Harry Potter tomorrow.
One thing that I want to do I am really excited about! http://www.cwb.org/RentABoat.htm I've wanted to go here for so long and it's right down the street! Funny how depression can keep you from doing the simplest of things! I just need to force myself to have fun. That sounds so strange, but it's true!
I realized the other day that for the past 2.5 years, I have been surrounded by a shitload of seriously bad things. Most of it didn't happen to me directly, but to people that I love and care for, and sometimes that can be almost as bad as if it happens to you. No wonder I've had such a hard time. Then on top of that, I found out that some of my "friends" were not so much friends as they were my audience and when the show stopped being happy and fun, they turned it off and walked away. Oh well. A good way to find out, right? Still, it bummed me out, and I am on my way to moving past that as well. I mean, yeah, I had some nerve being grumpy and upset after getting fired, I know. Sheesh! hahahaha!
So yeah, I need to let all of this bad shit go, and have fun again, and BE fun again. I like that me a ton better.
Wish me luck, yo!
Oh yeah, and I lightened up the color on this thing too. I love black and all, but maybe, just maybe, I could go a shade or five lighter once in a while? Hee!
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